First

Fear.

I had never been in a situation like that before.

I’d never felt like that before.

I had never wanted anything so much.

Boom.

Boom.

My heart was pounding.

I was sure you could hear it.

Boom.

You were waiting,

it was palpable.

So was I.

Boom.

I was afraid.

The moment was so perfect.

What if I fucked it up?

Boom.

It was so new.

How could I do it?

Boom.

Silence.

It was deafeningly loud.

Boom.

What if you hated me?

Boom.

I had to.

I couldn’t wait.

Boom.

I turned my head.

Boom.

You were so close.

Boom.

Boom.

Our lips brushed.

Boom.

Oh god you must hate me.

Bo-

You brought your lips to mine.

My heart stopped.

All I felt was you.

The world was silent.

Boom.

You pulled away.

Boom.

It was only a few seconds.

Boom.

You tasted like forever.

I miss you.

~Ash~